Here I start to write my blog again???!!! Yes, I had been saying I don't like blogs, why would I need to post my personal stuffs on the web to tell everyone what I have been done and what are my thoughts about other things? And I don't like to read blogs too, because it feels like reading somebody's diary, it doesn't feel right. The reason I don't like to read and write blogs is because I am too protective? Because I don't want people to know about me and I don't want to know about others because I don't want to know too much of my friends so I would put myself into high chance to find out somebody's secret or lies that I shouldn't know? I don't know!! I don't know why they created blogs like an open diary for everyone to read. I wonder why people reading someone's diary would consider bad in the past but now it's a good thing to share!! Well, you may say people are not really putting up the real thing on web, but I do have some chance to read other blogs too, and there are more put up their real thoughts than lies. All my friends had created their own blogs, and somehow I admitted that I know them more from their blogs than in our sharing time. That's weird, I start wondering will people ONLY communicate on internet in the our near future? If so, it will be the most pitiful thing in the world. However, to start a blog for me just like ICQ, MSN, Friendster and Facebook, it's all because of peer pressure. When everyone is using it, talk about it and invite you many times, you just don't want to be excluded, you just will start using them because you don't want people said you are outdated..haha, sometimes even I don't have one, I still need to learn about it in order to get in the circle. haha!!
Tonight I suddenly thought of take a look at my Friendster page....Yes "Friendster" which I think nobody would ever use Friendster anymore since Facebook comes in. I haven't login that page for a very long time!! When I was checking any news on my page, I somehow clicked on a page called "my blog" Oh! I do have a blog before?? Man I almost forgot, I do have a blog long time ago. There!! It's a blog I shared all my theatre portfolios there. It recalls me of why would I create that blog, it's to show and share my theatre experiences, I wish people can share about my happiness on working on what I like to do. It reminds me of why I create a blog is to "SHARE". Well, I always said to myself that I shouldn't have anything to hide in front of others, but why would I hide my happiness to others? It makes me to think of my identity as a Christian in the world. Christian shouldn't hide under the table, they are the light and the salt for the world, they are here in the world to share happiness!! I thanks God for this reminder, and I thank God to open my mind and my heart to take this first step again to try to open up myself. I don't mean now it's alright to put every detail on the web, we still need to be careful on the web, but if we use blog as a tool to share happiness I am sure it will be a good thing to use. Now I totally changed my bias about blog. Here I have already share my thoughts, now it's your turn. =)
