冬至。。。

今天是冬至，和一家人一起吃飯，時間過得真的很快 ２０１０年很快要過去，２０１１年又會是怎樣的呢？
冬至也想起了在 Eason 溫哥華演唱會唱的這首歌！First time I heard him on LIVE!

母親節 絕對

今天是母親節！今天想起這首歌，歌詞正像說我的父母！

感謝神，他們還是健壯的在我身邊！＝）

感謝神! 給我一個口梗心軟的父親和一個善解人意的母親！他們是絕配！=D

就算全個世界　亦都失去　他也在這裡　
全場突然寂靜　他都給我衷心的讚許　
就算誰愛過我　又給收去　他熾熱不退　
旁人視為負累　他偏不覺苦　靜心等我歸去
〔如何大成大敗　他的寵愛中　亦都只有一歲〕

To show up is an commitment

Sometimes I wonder why I have such hard feeling when I see bros and sis not attending church event. I understand sometimes we don't want and don't have to attend some optional events, but for fellowship and worship, to me, it's a commitment. I ask myself where are my high expectation come from? Is it from my desire to judge others?? But I find it from God, it is God's expectation to us. He asks us to commit our life to Him, not just a little part of ourselves! Yes, we all have sins and we are not perfect, but he asks us to try "OUR BEST" to follow Him, to be a good Christian. If we don't give our ALL to God, we cannot say we are commit to Him. It just like when you love someone, you don't just give them half of your love? We are not being half committed Christian, it's high expected from God that we need to be a full committed Christian to God and to our Church for Church is the body of Christ!!!

Anyways, I think I just need to release my feeling, that's all. =/

Congratulations!!!!!

Congratulations to my Brother and Connie!!!! They are finallllllllly getting marry XD

 

Eyes on Me by 王菲

Whenever sang my song

On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard.
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no.
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Oh did you ever know?
That I have mine on you

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down.
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanna be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast.
And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I have mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You would know that you're not dreaming

*Recalled this song when I was editing NTSA filler this week, it's a pretty song. ：）

The greatest courage and testimony of all!!

What is the greatest courage and testimony of all? 
When a person who knows he/she will leave this world pretty soon, but still telling the world the only thing he/she wanted to ask God is to use the end of his/her time to glorify ,GOD, HIMSELF!!! 
Vivian, Proud of you sister!!! 

Your body is weak, but you are strongest before God!

No matter how short your time still have; this is the time for you to shine for Jesus!!! 
I will pray for you !!! 

Come on, I need a bump up!!

It's been a long time, me no blogging , it's just too many things going on these days...Well maybe it's just an usual thing for me. I am always busy.  I don't get too much of my time to relax, but eventho there is a day for me to relax, I ended up will have or find something do to. Hum..am I contradict with myself here? I always want to have time to relax, but I always ended up can't be relaxed at the end?!! Well, but I have figured out that, busy to me, is doing something that I don't really enjoy or want to do, but I have to take my time to do it.  Those are what I called my busy time. >< So, what I really wanna do while I am not busy then? I would like to meet friends, watch a good movie, have a good dinner, staying home play my guitar, sing some praise songs, go online. haha well, basically anything but work or church work.  haha..but then at the end of every night, I pray to God...and those are my most honest time to myself and to God.  It's also a relaxing time for me too, but sometime just hard to focus, why? Sometimes people just can't be too honest to yourself for too long, especially when you confess of your sins, it hurts, Ouch, just don't wanna think about it. But on the other hand, I can't say it not good to be honest too, because I get to release myself to God. Ya, that's why I am glad that I know God, He knows everything of me. Well..He is God , what am I talk about??! Anyhow, pray is a great place where I could have my own time, finally, but I just think I will need more time to do it. Gotta be more focus and I think , I have been talking too much, I need sometime to be hold and listen.  I am also a lazy Christian too maybe?! But when you are long time Christian, it's cools down, well, just the interest in reading God's word and knowing God has lost a bit.  So, I know I gotta need a bump up spiritually, or a new excitement in the relationship with God.  Haha sound like a long time relationship , you get bored, and you need to come to a new stage.  Yes, that's what I need.  Oh gotta pray to God to help me, gotta be ready for it.   hum...I sound like I am exaggerating my feeling too much tonight...well, once in a blue moon maybe ...hoho~~ Shall look forward for some change insideeeeeeeeee!! Bring it on!!!